DISTRACTION



Shh. Close those little eyes

As I try to make sense of this life.

Lonely and afraid

Stressed becomes distraction.

Something anything to ease the pain.

Shh. Close the little eyes as I try to make sense of this life.

 

Trying to shield you from all my wrongs

Shh...

Now your eyes please little one.

Words I speak must be loud for your little ears

For every word you hang too with joy maybe fear.

Trying to find relive wanting this to end.

My life...

Not to drag you through destruction.

A horrible mother,

Shh now close your eyes little one

As I try to make sense of this life.

Every mistake I have made.

You absorb learning the norm. This becomes

How do I make this right.

Hush now my little one shut those eyes.

As I take this pain from mine.

The struggle from ours.

Shield those ears as I have spared my life to make happiness for yours.

                

 

 

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