Disturbance

There is a disturbance that abides within.

Feel it?

At least can you see it.

The destruction that breaks forth bringing more pain and tears.

Heart attack that Lies beneath

Broken and unforgiving.

 So grief follows

all she knows to bring.

There is a disturbance don't you see at least taste it. 

On her every kiss.

She gives her all knowing deep down  

She can not be loved.

So the heart ache comes.

The destruction unravels not knowing how to stay strong. 

Why she has to latch on.

Why she believes a man is her comfort why she does not stand alone.

Darkness flooded inside upset feeling in her stomach isn't sickness.

But sadness her soul is crying for every wrong made.

Things for children seen.

Her soul begins to scream.

More time to make this right is all she thinks she needs.

I can fix it but procrastination sets in.

Never knowing when and how to go about.

Depression and moping around.

Is it noticeable this disturbance.

She smiles as big as she can... laughs

Or even tries to make others happier than her.

Hoping that moment that feeling from her soul will ease.

She knows it can never feel like it will ever go away.

The disturbance Lys so deep in the core.

She silently begs to be set free.